PART I
“Mon
Dieu, she could be your daughter,” Mireille thought, then whispered
admiringly, “I see what you mean...!” as a well-dressed
woman unknown to her, hesitantly climbed the three steps into her café.
But then, following the lady with her eyes the Belgian
bar girl’s smile instantly turned to ice. Mireille didn’t quite
like the way this complete stranger threw a loaded glance of complicity
at old Albert, her favourite regular, as she made it through the door. He sat near the entrance, at Table One, beside the
heavy, open red curtain. It was this very glance, the woman’s
almost threatening half-smile that turned Mireille off, even though
minutes earlier Albert had told her he was ´waiting for killer’
or ‘killer’s coming tonight’ or something
to that effect, so that she was forewarned. But it was a remark Mireille
had chosen to ignore, a lot of things are said in bars that go neither
here nor there, but now she saw that Albert hadn’t been exaggerating:
this fine, female specimen is a 'killer' all right. What she had no idea
of was how he had meant the ‘killer’ business quite so...
literally, that this was no ordinary encounter, and the exotic-looking
beauty no ordinary woman. Apprehensive, Mireille stepped back behind
her small bar at Hegeraad, not knowing what to make of this surprise
scenario.
Hegeraad is an Amsterdam bruin-café, an old-style
watering-hole in the Jordaan district where Albert had arranged to meet
his future executioner. Mireille’s quick disapproval of the woman stepping
into her space basically one of instinctive protection. She’s
fond of old Albert, he adds spice to her work, he’s a man free
of the deep wounds that seem to linger in the psyche of most other,
younger men here. Long ago she cured her own husband of these but this
sweet, old duffer needs no healing. To her he’s a delight of studied
relaxation and self-confidence. Mireille was puzzled as to the motives
of the woman with the movie-star looks, having come to meet the old
boy here, the age difference between them enormous. Surely a matter
of money, she thought. But one doesn’t have to work in a Café
in Amsterdam to become naturally suspicious, or world-wise, or whatever
one wishes to call it. Just as surely as jumping to fast, erroneous conclusions
is a national pastime here and a
bug that has also bitten her, she readily admits. But look at Albert, look at him all the same,
jumping up from his chair, attempting to hide his congenital stiffness,
thinking somehow he’s still up to conquest or whatever it was
that crossed his mind.
And Albert did momentarily forget that this was a different
game, that the meeting with the tall, part Indonesian, part domestic
beauty was set up to conquer his dread not of death, but of living
uselessly. Nothing to do with other, dormant physical impulses, because
had he been a bit younger there would indeed have been one other way
in which to deal with intimations of mortality and living vacuously,
his main preoccupations these days. The only other way to overcome these,
as lovers say, between a pair of smooth, silk sheets, in bed. But this,
for him, was probably far too late.
“Good evening.”
“Good evening, I’m so pleased.....”
“ I’m sorry, I’ve been so immersed,
I’ve been so taken with your story, the strange, the urgent proposition...”
“ That you forgot my name?”
“Yes. I’m sorry.”
“ That’s all right. I’ve been looking
forward....”
“ ....to meeting your would-be, exterminating angel?”
“ Yes, yes...”
“ So much, that you also
forgot her name!?”
“ Yes. I’m so sorry.
I’m Alb......!”
“ Don’t give me your
name. And I won’t give you mine. If you’re really serious
about this, it’s best to remain good acquaintances and rivals,
not friends. Unusual place.” she said, looking round. And then
abruptly,
“ Familiarity would make it all so...”
“ …would make it all
so difficult? You’re absolutely right. But before you sit down,
do look round, take in this spot. First impressions are vital,
and unfailingly accurate. If we have a deal, then this is the place
from where to start.... Drink?”
“ Yes. Thanks. White wine.
Label doesn’t matter... I’m sure a small house like this
has its limitations.“ She continued looking round attentively,
then adding, “ Charming. Just like a living room. You couldn’t
have suggested a better venue.”
“ Mireille, Madame will
have a white wine. Your finest!”
“ Madame will have to take
what I can offer. This is not the Ritz.” Mireille remaining viscerally defiant.
“ Of course, Mireille,
of course. That’s why we’re here, because this is not the
Ritz. Precisely what Madame was just saying!”
Then back to his guest, “Mireille’s Belgian, the most refined
inn-keeper in the city. Most here don’t know their Ritz from
their elbow....”
They all smiled. Albert’s
last remark had broken the ice, Mireille’s ice. She smiled differently
this time, back to the good old Mireille smile. Albert had not known
her to be so aggressive, but then this was the very first time he had
met up here with a stranger, an outsider, a female, one so much younger
and pretty at that. In fact, up until very recently he had been the
stranger here, besides with Mireille almost exclusively talking with a couple
of younger regulars, one a mathematician and amateur historian, his
friend Casey, the other Floris, a documentary filmmaker, both heavy
drinkers, but civilized, and intrigued by him. They weren’t here
tonight, which given the occasion, suited him just fine.
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